Our Lady of New Helfta - Journal / News

July 19, 2010  After my sharing with the youth group in Utica, NY, a young adult came up to me and made a comment: “God is so close to you!”  Immediately, I was inspired to respond: “God is close to everyone, and he desires so much that we perceive that so we can have the confidence to be his children and so to love him in return.”  Making an act of faith to believe that God loves me exclusively and personally and then experiencing his loving presence first hand day after day, have helped transforming my life and strengthening my relationship with him.  And that is the very purpose of my traveling to share my spiritual journey with others to help them recognize God’s intimate presence in their life so that ”… they can recognize their own gifts and grow in gratitude and so increase in grace themselves...” --  St. Gertrude the Great of Helfta GERTRUDE of HELFTA, THE HERALD OF DIVINE LOVE  (BOOK I: Chapter 15)

 

I am grateful to God for my spiritual father who has helped liberating my soul to freely worship God without fear, with the help of St. Gertrude the Great.  Learning from this compassionate and holy spiritual father, with God’s grace, I intend to help my spiritual sisters of the New Helfta spiritual group the same way.  By the way, the spiritual group is being refounded.  Serious candidates must go through stages: being observers, novices, juniors and finally commited members.  We take what we do seriously and we are required to devote ourselves to live sincerely the Christian life the way all Christians are called to live. 

 

Yesterday I met with a spiritual friend who was quite upset about the suffering she is witnessing our Mother Church endures.  For instance, in certain churches, the Eucharist was either taken out of the church or was not very prominent, and people talk freely in church before and after mass as if the church is a social gathering place; Lay people who take charge of preparing the altar and the sacristy as well as handling the Eucharist before and after mass do not have enough respect for the Body of Christ; Priests either do not know the law or take short cut.  One priest told a good Catholic (who was afraid that not doing the right thing she would commit mortal sin) not to worry about following the law. He told her if she did commit mortal sin, she could go to confession afterward and God would forgive her!!!; Catholic left the Mother Church and joined other Christian groups because of losing their parish... 

 

When God gives us the grace to see the people act according to their weaknesses, we do not judge them but pray for their action.  Only God can judge them, but we judge their action and pray for the grace to avoid making the same mistake.  At the end, it is between God and each individual.  Let's together pray for our Mother Church, and pray for the grace to be selfless and to prefer Him above all else.  Amen.


July 4, 2010  HAPPY INDEPENDENT DAY!!!

We are so grateful to God for this country where one can live in freedom, justice and peace… We thank God for all the men and women who have gone before us and have spent their lives making a great difference for generations to come.  However, we pray that the freedom which has been given to all Americans will not be taken for granted nor abused!.  What is true freedom?  Rev. Father reminded us in his recent homily:

YOU HAVE BEEN CALLED TO FREEDOM—BUT NOT A FREEDOM THAT GIVES REIN TO THE FLESH….True freedom as the apostle conceives of it, is not the power to choose whatever a person might like at any given time. The real freedom is the power to choose what is truly good and true, and the strength to adhere to it under all circumstances.”

Last Sunday June 27, 2010, I traveled to Utica, New York to spend some time and shared my journey of faith with the young adults of the three Vietnamese parishes in Syracuse, Binghamton and Utica.  I thank Fr. James ThienAn for his faith and his caring for them.  It was a good experience for them and for me as well.  May our time together prove fruitful as we open ourselves to God’s love and respond generously to his grace.

Speaking bout grace, my dear spiritual sister Vy gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, Anika LaVang Nguyen. Praise God! PLease keep both the mother and her baby in your prayer and also for the grandparents and daddy who help take care of Anika as mom needs some time to recover from a difficult birth. I am the Godmother of this grace from God. Thank you Lord. As we are grateful for this precious gift of Anika, we remember to pray for all unborn babies, babies and mothers, especially the single moms.
 Amen. 


Back row from left: Minh, Ena, Kyiem, Lucy.  
Front row from left: Rev Father John Eudes, Teresa, Karen, Sauling, Cecilia

May 18, 2010 The Easter season has been a grace-filled one.  I am so grateful.  I wish I have not been as busy, but I do not think I have a choice.  The more He loves and showers graces on one, the more he asks of her and that is no surprise!

Last weekend we were together for our 4th annual group retreat....  Another blessed experience for us was doing the Walking Rosary daily.  We even prayed it in Korean since there were four Korean present on that Saturday.  We also enjoyed our picnic lunch and dinner on the Abbey ground since there was not enough room for all of us at New Helfta studio apartment, and neither did we have enough time for traveling back and forth between Vespers and Compline.  Everyone took turn to read while others ate in silence.  The Road of Hope: A Gospel from Prison by Phanxico Xavie Van Thuan Nguyen was very inspiring.

… I thank Rev. Father for his sincere effort to help out with the group as it grows.  I am grateful to God for giving Rev. Father the patience in teaching and guiding me as I try my best to be a good servant and sister to the group.

Come O Holy Spirit, Come!

April 4, 2010 He has risen, Alleluia Alleluia Alleluia !!!  

Thank you Lord for dying for our redemption and for showing us the way to the Father through love and faith in the Almighty and merciful God.

Please help us take up our own cross and follow you.  Amen.

 

An early Easter present is our dear friend, Ron connected New Helfta with a colonel who is stationing in Haiti.  By the grace of God, New Helfta is making prayer cards for the children there.  Thank you St. Joseph for helping to bring our Lady of Tender Compassion image to Haiti as a help to strengthen the children’s faith and love for God.

 

I am getting ready for a few talks coming up to help enkindle souls for the Spirit.  Please say a prayer for these special intentions. 

May the Risen Lord shine his light into your heart and awaken your spirit to God’s love in a fresh way so that you can respond to him whole heartedly knowing He is your everything for He is the only source of hope who will deliver you and yours to everlasting happiness and peace.  AMEN.

 

O Blessed Mother, intercede for us to do his will.  

 

March 1, 2010  

”The chief causes of envy are several: Having wrong values and so desiring wrong kinds of satisfaction and sources of happiness, also self-doubt and lack of self-knowledge so that one desires a higher degree of achievement than one is capable of. Looking for approval and recognition from others instead of finding it in doing God's will etc. Jealously is a result of a certain passivity as well, looking for satisfactions one has not deserved or earned, to be given without deserving it.”  (One of Rev. Father’s answers to our spiritual group questions)

This is such a despicable sin that we commit often and hurt one another not realizing how bad it is until we ourselves are the victims of such human weakness!  May God give us a special grace during this Lenten season to see our shortcomings and allow love to help convert us to be more sensible and considerate toward one another’s gifts so that together we can do great things for the love and glory of God.  Amen.   

 

Be merciful, O Lord, for we have sinned.

February 18, 2010   "I believe the most important question we should all reflect on is whether where we think we belong helps us grow in faith, in virtues and in love for God through our dealing with one another in what we do.  Please give God a chance to teach us and be patient.  It is his time and not ours.  We so often think that we give up a lot whenever we want to say YES to God, but what we cannot perceive is that nothing we do in this life can ever be compared with what he has suffered and died for us..."

Be merciful, O Lord, for we have sinned.


February 4, 2010 Dear brothers and sisters in Christ,

 

The Abbey of the Genesee www.geneseeabbey.org is reaching out to single Catholic males, 21 to 45 years of age who may be interested in joining the monastic way of life at Genesee or would like to know more about it.  With the help of our Lady and the blessings of God, recently, the Abbey had many vocation brochures designed and printed.  The Novice and Junior Masters, Fr. Gerard and Br. Anthony have sent and plan to send them to different vocational conventions nationwide.  In addition, they would like to have the brochures available to churches. 

 

On behalf of the Abbey, I would like to ask if you would talk to either your Pastor or whoever is in charge of the church bulletin board or flyer slot to see whether the Abbey could send the parish (or through you) the brochures so they can be available to your parishioners and guests who may be called to serve God and his Church living the contemplative way of life at Genesee Abbey.  If you know of any other church, please check it out as well.


The contemplative vocation is as important to the Church as the active vocation. While the hidden fathers and brothers stay humble in prayer and stay secluded in this way of life, they contribute greatly to the holiness and salvation of the Church.  Christians like me who benefit directly and greatly from their vocation have the obligation to help in anyway we can.  Therefore, I am writing to you for help.

 

Would you let me know or contact Br. Anthony Weber directly at (585) 243-0660 x. 19 E-mail: AnthonyWeber@geneseeabbey.org if you would like to support this mission.  Br. Anthony is scheduling two VOCATION DISCERNMENT RETREAT WEEKENDS for those who are interested.  Please go to http://www.geneseeabbey.org/vocations.html for more details.

 

Thank you very much for your help, for YOUR PRAYER FOR THIS INTENTION and please stay well in the Lord.

 

All for the love and the glory of God, Minh

 

February 2, 2010 Happy feast of the Presentation of the Lord in the Temple!

“The Light to reveal to the nations”; “Behold, this Child is appointed for the fall and rise of many in Israel”; (to the Blessed Mother) “The sword will pierce your heart”What bitter sweet that is and at the end, it all links to the Cross!
 

Today, I received an email concerning the Geneseo Crucifix.  It concerns and worries me.  I can’t rest until I find a home for the Lord!  On the one hand, I trust that the Lord allows this to happen for a good reason, but on the other hand, it distracts my peace and questions my faith.  This Cross means so much to me and to those who were involved during the two years when it came to.  It played an important role in my journey of faith that led to my conversion to Catholicism.
 

The Geneseo Crucifix is too big have a permanent home!  What a pity!!! If it is the will of God, may he allow me to build a home for it, a simple home where those who seek refuge in Him are welcome, too!  Please say a prayer for New Helfta special intention.  Thank you.

 

January 18, 2010 HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Together with the whole world, New Helfta is praying for the victims, their loved ones and all those who are being affected by the earthquake in Haiti!  May the Lord have mercy on the souls of the departed and continue to reveal his love to all who are calling on him for help.  God bless all who are supporting them in anyway!

 

Concerning our spiritual group, Rev. Father told me today: “Life goes on.”
Yes, indeed.  Despite the many challenges we have been going through as individuals and as a spiritual group, we persevered and have been growing spiritually.  Praise the Lord! And thank you all for your prayer.

 

Our ex-member Vy is expecting her first baby.  We are praying for her and her family.  In December, 2009, we had a new postulant, Yolanda Nava from San Francisco, California.  After a few months of discernment, she is officially trying out our group.  We are happy to have her.  She is slowly introduced to each member of the group as their prayer partner.  We are praying for her perseverance and her vocation. 

  

While Debbie feels called to walk a different path from ours (She would like to join the Little Sisters of the Poor.  God’s willing!  We are praying for her), we have two new candidates, Teresa Kim from Toronto, Canada and Barbara Price from York, New York who are inquiring to check us out.  With Rev. Father' permission, they hope to be with us at our next meeting in February, 2010.  May the Lord guide them to discern as we pray.

 

We are planning for our next annual retreat in May.  With our Lady's intercession, may the Lover of our soul whom we seek, bless and guide our every effort as we persevere to seek and love him in faith as spiritual sisters under the help and guidance of Rev. Father John Eudes.  AMEN.

December 25, 2009 Wake up O sleepers for the Savior has come to save us!

 

I am having a beautiful and peaceful spiritual experience on the Lord's birthday this morning.…  I am praying the same for you.  Amen.

I stayed awhile in church after the midnight mass when all have left….  I was alone, kneeling at the railing beside the poinsettias and being among the beautiful lighted candles…  I wished I could stay longer but you know how a good spiritual experience usually does not last long...  
 

May the spirit of the Lord's love renew your spirit of hope, faith and charity.  Amen. 

“The true significance of this celebration is increasingly unrecognized or only vaguely adverted to, by large portions of our people. We who are given the precious gift of faith that in Jesus’ the Word of God, one with the Father in the Holy Spirit comes among us because God loves us and seeks to give us a share in his eternal life even at the cost of suffering and humiliation of his beloved Son. He comes, as John tells us in today’s gospel, as a light into a world lost in the darkness. This darkness afflicts the human spirit and affects our judgment and our desires; it consists in an ignorance of the true good for which we have been created, the loving knowledge of God.” 

Rev. Father John Eudes’ Christmas homily

December 14, 2009

“Three things keep men from sins: fear of hell; hope for the kingdom of heaven and love of virtue, and “the third is particularly characteristic of God and of those who have really taken the image and likeness of God unto themselves.” according to the teaching of the elder Chaeremon. (P.143-4)  

 

I would not agree with him more.  Even though, I faced the first two from time to time due to my lowliness and shortcomings which I might not be aware of, I am most grateful that the Holy Spirit who urged me to seek goodness and virtues was the main reason why I surrendered my will to God and became a Catholic.

 

The ever loving and merciful Lord has so generously been giving me many opportunities and graces and allowing me to taste what goodness is, that urges me to desire to go after this characteristic of God.  Of course this is not so easy when I have to face my human weaknesses and imperfection often as I go about this journey to learn how to be “perfect as heavenly Father is perfect.”

 

When I was younger, and lived on the surface, things seemed to be light and easy going.  “Something must not be right since this is not the cross I have agreed to carry when I became a Christian.” I told myself.  My intuition was right! (or was that the Holy Spirit who gently reminded me!) Then as I learn to go deeper in faith seeking to be transformed, I realize how this is such a strenuous task!.  Only when I stop worrying about ME; what others may think of ME; what MY future will be; etc… that I could get a glimpse of what goodness is.  I believe that trying to avoid committing sins because of the first two reasons mentioned is only for my own good and advantages, whereas the third is for the good of the kingdom where all who seek God, are lost in love of him who is love.

 

May the new born Savior who is coming soon grant us this special grace to be lost in him!  Amen.”

November 5, 2009

            “…A SAINT TOLD ME ONCE THAT WHATEVER I DON'T WANT, LIKE GARBAGE, I SHOULD THROW IT AWAY.  IF I KEEP IT, IT WILL ROT AND HARM MY SPIRIT.  YOU KNOW HOW WE FEEL VERY GOOD ABOUT IT WHEN WE EMPTY OUR GARBAGE AND WASTE?  WE ARE MADE FOR LOVE AND PEACE, IF ANYTHING DISTURBS,  HARMS OR DAMPENS OUR SPIRIT, WE HAVE TO ALLOW SOMEONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS EXPERIENCE TO HELP GET RID OF IT FOR US IF WE CAN’T DO IT ON OUR OWN. 

 

GOD ALLOWS US TO FACE CERTAIN SUFFERING AND DISCOMFORT TO GIVE US OPPORTUNITIES TO LEARN FROM THE EXPERIENCE SO WE CAN BE WISER, STRONGER AND HOLIER ACCEPTING THE FACT THAT AS A HUMAN RACE, WE ARE ALL SINNERS.  A GOOD DEFINITION OF A SAINT IS A SINNER WHO KEEPS ON TRYING, A BROTHER TOLD ME ON THE FEAST OF ALL SAINTS AND I AGREE WITH HIM ON THAT.  SO KEEP ON TRYING!

 

THE SPIRITUAL LIFE IS AN ART WHICH NO ONE CAN LIVE IT PERFECTLY.  GOD HAS TO HELP US.  BECAUSE WE, AS A HUMAN RACE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER, HE USES ONE ANOTHER TO HELP US LEARN.  USUALLY, WE DON'T SEE OUR SHORTCOMINGS.  WE OFTEN BLAME ON OTHERS.  BUT AS TIME GOES BY, AND WE GROW, WE WILL HAVE A CHANCE TO LOOK BACK AND REGCONIZE OUR WEAKNESS.  WHAT WE DON'T ABOUT WHAT OTHERS DO,  WE ARE LIKELY TO HAVE THE SAME TENDENCY TO DO THE SAME SOONER OR LATER. 

 

ANYHOW, WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS THAT SAD THINGS JUST DON'T GO AWAY AS YOU SAID.  WE HAVE TO FIND THE ROOTS AND GET RID OF THEM.

….  BEING OPEN AND ALLOWING SOMEONE TO SEE OUR WOUNDS ARE NOT THAT EASY. IT IS PAINFUL AND EMBARRASHING.  BUT UNLESS WE DIE TO OUR PRIDE AND FALSE EGO, WE WILL NOT GET HELP.  NO MATTER HOW HURT IT IS, A WOUNDED PERSON HAS TO LET THE SURGENT TAKE OUT THE BULLET SO THAT SHE CAN BE NORMAL AGAIN AFTER A PERIOD OF RECOVERY. 

 

I HAVE MANY FAULTS AND HAVE BEEN LEARNING HOW TO DO BETTER EVEN THOUGH I WILL NEVER GET RID OF THEM ALL.  BUT AT LEAST I CAN STAY HUMBLE KNOWING I AM A SINNER AND THEREFORE I NEED THE MERCY OF GOD TO KEEP ON TRYING.

 

  I PRAY EARNESTLY FOR YOUR WELL BEING.  YOU SEEM TO HAVE GREAT SPIIRTUAL GIFTS.  IF YOU  CAN ALLOW SOMEONE TO GUIDE YOU PROPERLY, YOU WILL LIVE A MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL, PROFITABLE AND PEACEFUL LIFE WHERE YOU CAN DO SO MUCH TO HELP THIS WORLD WHICH GOD HAS CREATED YOU TO BE APART OF AND TO MAKE IT BETTER PLACE… “

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